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Monday, March 12th, 2007
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12:56 am - Rest in Peace Tyler
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It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
I was just talking to you friday in third block. In the library where I always see you, at the top of the stairs where I always see you. I can still see your face up there smiling down when me and Jessica walk up the stairs and then stopping to talk. This isn't real, it can't be.
I remember going to your house in 8th and 9th grade and you were always there laughing and being the life of the party like you always are. Going there yesterday without you in that house was the most painful thing i've ever done. 3 weeks ago at Erika's house i was outside talking to you one on one for about 15 minutes. Catching up. Having fun. I never thought that 3 weeks later i'd be attending your viewing.
I never thought in a million years that Tyler would be the one to go. Of course it was on his way to get pizza bites. There are so many emotions that I can't even begin to express. I just wish that it really was a dream and that i'd see you in third block on monday like I always do in the library saying hi.
We drove by Nick's on friday night and contemplated going in. We saw your car. I didnt think that in 8 hours you wouldn't be here with us anymore. Why did this have to happen to such a good kid?
When I found out all I could think of was your parents. How they said bye to you friday night never knowing that they wouldn't see you ever again, or talk to you ever again, or be able to say I love you one more time. What kind of hell would that be? You didn't deserve to go. It wasn't your time. 4 days before your birthday, you were only 16. I just wish we could all rewind time and have you back. Nothing's ever going to be the same. Urbana will be completely different.
There's not much I can say that hasn't already been said. I could keep writing forever but it doesn't bring you back. Everyone misses you. I know you're up there in heaven cracking a beer open and laughing at all of us crying for you. Everyone loves you. We'll all meet again soon.
Everyone can learn from this. Live each day to the fullest. Don't even leave a room without letting someone know how much you love them. Don't ever leave someone angry because you never know when you could lose them. Don't drink. And if you do, NEVER drive. Spend as much time as you can with your family and friends. Don't hold grudges. Don't look back. Do what you love, have fun. Don't get hung up on any stupid drama, let it go, just live. There are worse things than what we worry about now. You could lose someone without ever saying bye. Just love.
R.I.P Tyler Murray #33
March 14, 1990-March 10, 2007
current mood:  crushed
current music: I'll be Missing You
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| Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
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1:19 am
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| Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
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4:39 pm
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| Thursday, March 16th, 2006
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9:25 pm - I hate attack dogs.
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So, some cock sucking excuse for a dog came in my yard IMMEDIATELY after we got home from dinner and let our dogs out, fucked up my dog Dottie.
This is the 2nd time it's happened.
In a year.
So while she was covered in blood and shaking in the car after we let her in, the fucking dog GOT in our way. I told my dad to run it over and he almost did except it moved.
Animal control came and took that shit face away.
Some dumb ass people need to not train their FUCKING CHOW/SHEPERD MIX DOGS TO BE ATTACK DOGS AND THEN NOT GIVE THEM AN INVISIBLE FENCE. Let's use some logical kindergarden thinking. If you're dumb enough to train a fucking chow/sheperd to be an ATTACK dog then let's try and use some judgement and possibly give it an invisible fence so it can't wonder around.
Since I didn't have the pleasure of punting the dog onto a highway or letting my dad run it over, the owners of it have to cover the thousands of dollars in expense required to pay the veterinary bill. And then either they have the choice to not be faggots and put their dog down OR they can keep it and pay thousands of dollars.
Either way we rob them of money or a dog. They can choose.
So people have been doing a lot of rants lately, and this is one of them. My dog Duffy is a pimp and got that little bitch off Dottie.
You go Duff Man.
current mood:  Murderous towards that dog.
current music: Gavin Friday
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| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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11:18 pm
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R.I.P. Billy Bowen.
You're in a better place.
Not soon will you be forgotten.
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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9:54 pm - Bangles.
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| Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
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4:36 pm - Heh. I like these things.
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So I like doing these things but I don't know why. Well not DOING them, but posting them.
If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? Respond, then repost this in your LJ.
Just do it. Sons-a-bitches.
current mood:  satisfied
current music: Aphex Twin
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| Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
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8:11 pm - Fuck yea.
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1. real name and/or screen name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. how do you know me/how did you find me on lj?
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. Optional: POST A PICTURE OF YOURSELF:
current mood:  anxious
current music: Karmella's Game - A lullabye
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